Hi again all,
So After a long and much needed meeting with my fabulous freind and program director at xradio.biz I went home and started right back at work on my laptop only to find that I was craving something sweet, and since my most recent ex Bf decided to turn celibate and become Hindu ( yeah I know right ) I decided the only sweet thing I wanted was Fruity pebbles and crasins! So I get in my car and head to Walgreen's while on the phone talking to my new freind and start to go through the cereal row at Walgreen's and find that yummy box of fruity pebbles I was craving...Man was I hoping that I would get a fruity pebble surprise in the box :-) Anyhow then I started looking at the dried fruit selection to look for my crasins which are dried cranberries Duh, and my freind tells me that there was some big thing about prunes and dried plums not that long ago and it goes something like this....So we all know that prunes are associated with old people and how they help them go number two, so some fruit commission or what not decided that prunes were no longer to be sold as prunes because it was not very flattering to the fruit. So instead of them packaging them and calling them prunes now they all say dried plums to make them more appealing. Now I didn't even know that prunes were dried plums in the first place so to me this was interesting so I looked at all the dried fruit and what do you know? They were packaged as dried plums with the word prunes rather smaller and mostly below the words dried plums. HA! Now that is hilarious anyhow so I found my crasins and bought a nice butter cream candle ( the smell reminds me of my moms house ) and headed to the register.
I get to the register and I'm still on the phone talking and laughing with my "phone date" and the lady says the total, so I dig in my purse and to my dismay realized I had left my wallet at home...BOOOOOO so I ask the lady to hold my groceries at the counter while I run home and get my wallet and she agrees and then asks me where I got my shirt and I'm like huh? I didn't remember and I told her I would be right back. My "phone date" laughs and tells me he wonders what kind of shirt I'm wearing for her to say she likes it and asks where I got it, I almost thought about saying I was wearing some kind of sexy shirt but, I just told the truth it was just a black tee with some rhinestones and designs on it. Anyhow so I go all the way home and back to the store, with my wallet this time and all of a sudden this man comes up to me and tells me to smell his hand!!!!...I'm thinking what in the hell? So he shows me his hand in a fist with his thumb opened and inside his hand I can see what is obviously Marijuana, yes I know what it looks like and couldn't help but smell it because honestly I love the way it smells. Then the guy asks me where I work and I reply to him "what is this an interrogation?" and he was like "maybe,where do you work?" So I told that I worked at Xradio.biz and he kinda looked at me and had the balls to tell me that he worked for something called street peeps or I don't know because I really was still in shock and wondering what he was trying to get at. Well all in all he was a pimp and he was trying to recruit me!! I just looked at him and thought oh yeah right, and told him no thanks and got my fruity pebbles and jumped in my car.
So this is the thing in a nut shell. I go to Walgreen's at 2:00am to get a late snack and a pimp trys to lure me into being his hoe with some weed...classic Vegas scenario! This is my life living in Vegas, real upfront and raw just for all you guys and gals, hope you enjoy tonight's blog,
xoxo Holly Mears
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
Crack Burgers and the Ex-text
Hey everyone thanks for checking out my new blog!!!
Ok so I was gonna start by going over some things that have been happening lately but then I thought wait a minute!! OMG Why not start off with telling the world all about Crack Burgers!?! I only thought that because I always think that but am never quite at the computer to blog about it because I'm usually stuffing my face with them right at the drive through while still in my car ha ha.....and since I just got done eating one well, there ya go guys n gals the topic is....DRUM ROLL PLEASE...
CRACK BURGERS!!
ok WHOA we will get right back to that in a second because something just happend that is also always a surprise...The random Ex-Text just happened right after I typed the S in Crack Burgers lol. So this particular ex was one hell of a rodeo. I'm not saying that in a bad way, but he was just not quite the right one for me for long term status hence the X in Ex lol. I love that word by the way Ex-Text, I should copy right that because I just came up with it ( at least I think I did ) Anyhow so I have had my phone number for over six years now and this guy was the first one to actually make me consider changing it. I'm glad I didn't though because its important these days to always be consistent with your contact information. For example: I had an old old freind call me a month or so ago that I haven't talked to in years...come to find out she just got out of jail lol. So the point is if I had changed my number how would all my jail bait freinds get in touch with me after they serve all their jail time? ha ha ok maybe thats not funny but Ill tell you I laughed my ass off when I got that call! So anyways back to the Ex-text..what does it all mean? I mean does the random ex-text mean booty call? Or is it just a hello they still care about you and this is thier lame way to let you know because they were insane to break up with you and are wondering if your still on the market? Or does it simply mean they wanna text you just to see if they can still get you because they need to know that your still in love with them? Or is it that they are just sincere and want to say hi?....hmm yeah right I know what it means when I text my ex ;-)
Well whatever it means I know that we are all guilty of texting our ex's from time to time, I hope its when your single by the way, thats the only way its ever even near ok to text your ex, otherwise you are just wrong and you might as well add your current GF/BF to your ex list. Anyhow Its good to know regardless the reason that the ex still thinks about you from time to time at least then you know you made some kind of an impact on their lives. So now that we covered the Ex-text that reminds me of the crazyness of social networking and the Ex. So we all know we have been through it...the ex on your social networks, how to handle it, whats crossing the line, the passive aggressive ways they try to get your attention with status updates that are intended to get a reaction out of you so that they know your still looking at thier pages because secretly they are looking at yours Duh...I mean really this is a big problem people. I know, I know you could delete them and make your profile private or block them yada yada...but here is the big problem with that, Its not fair to punish the rest of the world or your freinds or possible business networking ( especially if your a public figure ) by making your profile private. Plus if you share the same friends or are in the same indusry people will notice and you look like the bad sport, I know myself for example, I look up people all the time and if their profile is private sometimes I wont add them because I dont know who they are and cant read thier info first. Especially when you are getting close to 5,000 freinds because thats all facebook will let you have. So anyhow I dont have any sane advice for the ex and the social networking issue as of now...wait a minute, yes I do! you can just ignore them ha ha..but in reality people the best advice I can give is just to remember when you are freinds with your ex on social networks try not to do what comes natural and post up silly things to aggravate them or whatnot, especially if its a fresh break up..and whatever you do, never blast your ex on facebook, its just rude un-classy and totally embarrassing to yourself. Like Beyonce said, your mother should have taught you better than that. On the other hand if you are the one getting blasted or taunted intentionally then just dont re-act, I know myself this can be very hard, but remember thats what they want from you, a reaction. DONT DO IT..lol.
Ok so now back to my original topic before I got distracted by the ex-text
CRACK BURGERS!!
Ok people crack burgers are the double cheese burgers from Del Taco. Now I know there isn't a Del Taco in every city/town but if you are lucky enough to have one in your town you must try these burgers, I mean they are so good that I go to a taco joint to order a burger! I never order the tacos....I go to Taco bell for that ha ha. Omg these burgers are so good!! I think they have the best super cheesy cheese baked into the patty or something..then the lettuce is shredded and the bun is steamed and I just dont know why they are sooo good!!! Ok well I hope you guys try them, I just got back from dinner and a movie ( yes I stopped and got a crack burger afterwards, they are addicting hence calling them crack burgers,and no I'm not fat so dont worry guys )..no I wont tell you with who its a big secret:-) But I will tell you that I have a very special date this week with a very nice guy that I actually am intrigued by, he has alot of the qualities in a guy that I look for, plus he has some very interesting things in common with me so Im looking forward to this one! Ok Ok before I say too much Im gonna kick off my shoes and watch a movie with my kitty who you should all know by now from reading my other blogs ( and if you haven't and you like this one, just go check them out sillies lol they are right here on this site ) her name is Fifi P. Pussycat... >xoxo!
ps feel free to comment below xoxo
Ok so I was gonna start by going over some things that have been happening lately but then I thought wait a minute!! OMG Why not start off with telling the world all about Crack Burgers!?! I only thought that because I always think that but am never quite at the computer to blog about it because I'm usually stuffing my face with them right at the drive through while still in my car ha ha.....and since I just got done eating one well, there ya go guys n gals the topic is....DRUM ROLL PLEASE...
CRACK BURGERS!!
ok WHOA we will get right back to that in a second because something just happend that is also always a surprise...The random Ex-Text just happened right after I typed the S in Crack Burgers lol. So this particular ex was one hell of a rodeo. I'm not saying that in a bad way, but he was just not quite the right one for me for long term status hence the X in Ex lol. I love that word by the way Ex-Text, I should copy right that because I just came up with it ( at least I think I did ) Anyhow so I have had my phone number for over six years now and this guy was the first one to actually make me consider changing it. I'm glad I didn't though because its important these days to always be consistent with your contact information. For example: I had an old old freind call me a month or so ago that I haven't talked to in years...come to find out she just got out of jail lol. So the point is if I had changed my number how would all my jail bait freinds get in touch with me after they serve all their jail time? ha ha ok maybe thats not funny but Ill tell you I laughed my ass off when I got that call! So anyways back to the Ex-text..what does it all mean? I mean does the random ex-text mean booty call? Or is it just a hello they still care about you and this is thier lame way to let you know because they were insane to break up with you and are wondering if your still on the market? Or does it simply mean they wanna text you just to see if they can still get you because they need to know that your still in love with them? Or is it that they are just sincere and want to say hi?....hmm yeah right I know what it means when I text my ex ;-)
Well whatever it means I know that we are all guilty of texting our ex's from time to time, I hope its when your single by the way, thats the only way its ever even near ok to text your ex, otherwise you are just wrong and you might as well add your current GF/BF to your ex list. Anyhow Its good to know regardless the reason that the ex still thinks about you from time to time at least then you know you made some kind of an impact on their lives. So now that we covered the Ex-text that reminds me of the crazyness of social networking and the Ex. So we all know we have been through it...the ex on your social networks, how to handle it, whats crossing the line, the passive aggressive ways they try to get your attention with status updates that are intended to get a reaction out of you so that they know your still looking at thier pages because secretly they are looking at yours Duh...I mean really this is a big problem people. I know, I know you could delete them and make your profile private or block them yada yada...but here is the big problem with that, Its not fair to punish the rest of the world or your freinds or possible business networking ( especially if your a public figure ) by making your profile private. Plus if you share the same friends or are in the same indusry people will notice and you look like the bad sport, I know myself for example, I look up people all the time and if their profile is private sometimes I wont add them because I dont know who they are and cant read thier info first. Especially when you are getting close to 5,000 freinds because thats all facebook will let you have. So anyhow I dont have any sane advice for the ex and the social networking issue as of now...wait a minute, yes I do! you can just ignore them ha ha..but in reality people the best advice I can give is just to remember when you are freinds with your ex on social networks try not to do what comes natural and post up silly things to aggravate them or whatnot, especially if its a fresh break up..and whatever you do, never blast your ex on facebook, its just rude un-classy and totally embarrassing to yourself. Like Beyonce said, your mother should have taught you better than that. On the other hand if you are the one getting blasted or taunted intentionally then just dont re-act, I know myself this can be very hard, but remember thats what they want from you, a reaction. DONT DO IT..lol.
Ok so now back to my original topic before I got distracted by the ex-text
CRACK BURGERS!!
Ok people crack burgers are the double cheese burgers from Del Taco. Now I know there isn't a Del Taco in every city/town but if you are lucky enough to have one in your town you must try these burgers, I mean they are so good that I go to a taco joint to order a burger! I never order the tacos....I go to Taco bell for that ha ha. Omg these burgers are so good!! I think they have the best super cheesy cheese baked into the patty or something..then the lettuce is shredded and the bun is steamed and I just dont know why they are sooo good!!! Ok well I hope you guys try them, I just got back from dinner and a movie ( yes I stopped and got a crack burger afterwards, they are addicting hence calling them crack burgers,and no I'm not fat so dont worry guys )..no I wont tell you with who its a big secret:-) But I will tell you that I have a very special date this week with a very nice guy that I actually am intrigued by, he has alot of the qualities in a guy that I look for, plus he has some very interesting things in common with me so Im looking forward to this one! Ok Ok before I say too much Im gonna kick off my shoes and watch a movie with my kitty who you should all know by now from reading my other blogs ( and if you haven't and you like this one, just go check them out sillies lol they are right here on this site ) her name is Fifi P. Pussycat... >xoxo!
ps feel free to comment below xoxo
Friday, July 23, 2010
Instant messaging and so called freind
So ok I was sitting here thinking about what to blog about today when all of a sudden I get an IM ( instant message ) from an old so called freind. Before I go into how this person ened up on my shit list lets talk about this IM-ing. I have almost 4,000 freinds on my face book right now and I cant always get to all of the IM's they send me and sometimes I leave my computer on when I leave home and it looks like I'm logged in but I'm not....the reasone I;m telling you this is because I get the ruddest messeges sometimes that are just ridiculus! for example the other day this guy IM-ed me and said hi and then 2 seconds later flipped out cursing me saying that if I didnt want to talk to him I should have just said so instead of being rude and ignoring him, then he deleted and blocked me from his page (which is just fine with me) I think the guy is just insane and once he realized how stupid he sounded he had to delete me because well he looked like a crazed idiot lol. Then the other day I had a husband and a wife IM-ing me and I couldnt get to answer the wife for a few minutes as to I was busy on another page, so she flips out saying why is it that I answered her husband and not her, insinuating that I intentionally was trying to flirt with her husband. Now I didnt even know that the two were married or that they were even linked so its just ridiculous...Its even worse when they ask you stupid questions with obviously no reason or point and its just like they are searching for conversation. Its really bad when they ask where you live or what you do or if you are single, because DUH you could just look at my profile and get those answers, thats why its up GAWD thats annoying when they do that. Ok enough about me gripping about that now back to this so called freind that I have.....
So the guy is a booking agent for Micheal Vincent Photography...needless to say he booked me for a shoot and I flew all the way to vegas from Tampa (where I was living at the time) for the shoot and paid $2'000.00 dollars for the shoot and also when he gambled all his money away like most retards out here do I then paid for HIM a hotel room so he would have somewhere to stay. So yeah then it took like months to get my Photo's back from Micheal Vincent and I did two looks and only one look came out right and they promised that they would re shoot the last look and never did, plus they have been back to vegas since then and still dont do right by me. Also when I booked that hotel room for this "freind" he said he would make it up to me by throwing in an EPK video of me and we shot the video but I never received that either. And to top it all off...drum roll....he ended up hooking me up with the sexiest and worst man out here in Vegas that completely ruined my emotions for about 6 months. So he has been to Vegas since then and always contacts me but I just want nothing to do with this guy and I have told him that I feel he hustled me so why does he continue to IM me? I really dont like being rude but its gonna have to end up that way...or maybe he will just read my blog and finally get it lol.
Ok so thats it for now, Im off to the shower and disappearing into the night. xoxo
So the guy is a booking agent for Micheal Vincent Photography...needless to say he booked me for a shoot and I flew all the way to vegas from Tampa (where I was living at the time) for the shoot and paid $2'000.00 dollars for the shoot and also when he gambled all his money away like most retards out here do I then paid for HIM a hotel room so he would have somewhere to stay. So yeah then it took like months to get my Photo's back from Micheal Vincent and I did two looks and only one look came out right and they promised that they would re shoot the last look and never did, plus they have been back to vegas since then and still dont do right by me. Also when I booked that hotel room for this "freind" he said he would make it up to me by throwing in an EPK video of me and we shot the video but I never received that either. And to top it all off...drum roll....he ended up hooking me up with the sexiest and worst man out here in Vegas that completely ruined my emotions for about 6 months. So he has been to Vegas since then and always contacts me but I just want nothing to do with this guy and I have told him that I feel he hustled me so why does he continue to IM me? I really dont like being rude but its gonna have to end up that way...or maybe he will just read my blog and finally get it lol.
Ok so thats it for now, Im off to the shower and disappearing into the night. xoxo
Thursday, July 22, 2010
And Im back....
So Xradio.biz presents XXX keraoke hosted by "The Kd & Holly show, Living Life Outrageously" went really well. I happy to say that I had several close freinds come and support us while we sang our hearts out to "Love shack" "Summer Lovin" & many more. I think I knew I was over when I tried to sing Aretha Franklins R-E-S-P-E-C-T, I really give up to her, that song is harder than it sounds lol. So Anyways I really had a great time.
Something funny-So a very close freind of mine has fallen in love with this girl and he sort of failed to tell her he was going through a divorce when he met her:-( She got upset which is totally understandable, even though he didnt tell her because he was trying to protect her from feeling intimidated by his soon to be ex-wife. Well like us women always do she found out and ran off to Texas, and I swear to you the man was a mess over it, Ive never thought Id see the day when he would cry over a girl.....SOOOO me being the good freind that I am consoled him and well to say it without sounding nuts, I told him to go to Texas and show her how much he loved her because being a woman I know that in her shoes that would mean the world to her. Well in the end we almost booked a flight to Texas but it didnt work out because they talked it out ( which is good because he was taking me with him to Texas and even though I would have went thats a long flight lol), and Im so glad because it was horrible seeing him like that. I swear when you see a man of his caliber that works in the Vegas industry actually care about a girl the way he does...well it gave me hope. I cant wait for her to get back here to Vegas and shake the womans hand who broke my wild freind and shake her hand. I Believe in love!
Anyhow so after helping him and talking to him about the womans perspective of the situation I headed home and thought about it.
So Xradio.biz presents XXX keraoke hosted by "The Kd & Holly show, Living Life Outrageously" went really well. I happy to say that I had several close freinds come and support us while we sang our hearts out to "Love shack" "Summer Lovin" & many more. I think I knew I was over when I tried to sing Aretha Franklins R-E-S-P-E-C-T, I really give up to her, that song is harder than it sounds lol. So Anyways I really had a great time.
Something funny-So a very close freind of mine has fallen in love with this girl and he sort of failed to tell her he was going through a divorce when he met her:-( She got upset which is totally understandable, even though he didnt tell her because he was trying to protect her from feeling intimidated by his soon to be ex-wife. Well like us women always do she found out and ran off to Texas, and I swear to you the man was a mess over it, Ive never thought Id see the day when he would cry over a girl.....SOOOO me being the good freind that I am consoled him and well to say it without sounding nuts, I told him to go to Texas and show her how much he loved her because being a woman I know that in her shoes that would mean the world to her. Well in the end we almost booked a flight to Texas but it didnt work out because they talked it out ( which is good because he was taking me with him to Texas and even though I would have went thats a long flight lol), and Im so glad because it was horrible seeing him like that. I swear when you see a man of his caliber that works in the Vegas industry actually care about a girl the way he does...well it gave me hope. I cant wait for her to get back here to Vegas and shake the womans hand who broke my wild freind and shake her hand. I Believe in love!
Anyhow so after helping him and talking to him about the womans perspective of the situation I headed home and thought about it.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Private Phantom meetings and red high heels
Short Blogg/blog or however many g's blogg/blog has in it lol,
So i ran out to this meeting and really dont know what I just got myself into but I liked the scenery lol. Nice Phantom and Being on video is just my kinda fun! I hope everybody checks out my new freind and possible bussiness associate H-Ryda. This guy is on his hustle and has deep roots in the music bussiness going all the way back to working with Tupac when he was alive and is now trying to finish Tupacs dream right here in las vegas where he was said to have died ( I think he's dead, but then again it wouldnt surprise me if he wasnt). Anyhow Mr.H-Ryda is a great guy so check out his album "Half Dead Half Livin" HRN1 The Virus in stores now.
Ok enough about how hard it was not to smoke some of that good smelling cigar earlier ha ha, now back to this....XXX Keraoke tonight Im hosting. Im thinking I may sing some great 80's ballads lol. I love duets and hope to see all my freinds up at the mic!
Tonight I will be wearing my RED HIGH HEELS................xoxo
So i ran out to this meeting and really dont know what I just got myself into but I liked the scenery lol. Nice Phantom and Being on video is just my kinda fun! I hope everybody checks out my new freind and possible bussiness associate H-Ryda. This guy is on his hustle and has deep roots in the music bussiness going all the way back to working with Tupac when he was alive and is now trying to finish Tupacs dream right here in las vegas where he was said to have died ( I think he's dead, but then again it wouldnt surprise me if he wasnt). Anyhow Mr.H-Ryda is a great guy so check out his album "Half Dead Half Livin" HRN1 The Virus in stores now.
Ok enough about how hard it was not to smoke some of that good smelling cigar earlier ha ha, now back to this....XXX Keraoke tonight Im hosting. Im thinking I may sing some great 80's ballads lol. I love duets and hope to see all my freinds up at the mic!
Tonight I will be wearing my RED HIGH HEELS................xoxo
Blogg or blog?
Hello everyone, I know its been a few days since I last blogged. I thought about blogging several times since the last time I blogged and the reason why I didn't is because the things I wanted to blogg about I wasnt sure if they should have been blogged about...WOW!! How many times can I say the word Blogg here? and how many G's go in blogg/blog? Ok enough about BLOGGING ha ha.
So I started off my day by going to At&t only to realize that if you loose your iPhone and don't have an early renewal available then you should go on craigslist or do like I did and go to wireless Toyz on East Tropicana Ave because they are way cheaper that way and you don't have to pay the outrageous shelf prices. So yeah I got a new iPhone because my other was stolen again.....this happens all the time because if you set your phone down in a crowded place and look away they get stolen, especially the iPhone, and then they get sold on craigslist or in little wireless stores around the corner. So all in all I lost my iPhone and bought a new one from the place that most likely are buying them from the thieves that are stealing them, GREAT!
Anyways so after that whole buying an iPhone from the little places that buy them off of thieves that steal them place, I stopped by the radio station to see if my good freind was there, I couldn't call her because I lost all my contacts DUH. So I get to the station and shes not there but I ran into an old lover/new freind and went to eat at Denny's with him. Funny thing is I knew when the words "wanna go get something to eat?" came out of my mouth, I knew I had made a bad decision because I had just went through a drive through right before I got to the station and ordered two dbl cheeseburgers and large lemonade...so why the hell did I ask him to go to get something to eat? Yeah really smart on my part I'm not sure of it.
So Great, after lunch with that person I went to the store and got cat food...my kitty has been eating meat balls and pizza for two days lol.. speaking of my kitty ( Fifi P. Pussycat) she loves to sit by my laptop and watch me type.....super cute.
Anyways now I'm contemplating on what I'm going to wear to my event tonight, Xradio.biz presents "The Kd & Holly show, Living Life Outrageously" hosting XXX Karaoke at brandos in Vegas tonight. Great......I think I'm just going to dress up some heels.
So this is my day so far. I'm thinking of getting up off my futon and doing some laundry and making some coffee. I think I'm going to take another trip Home to Arkansas in a week or two again. I like getting out of this sandbox and seeing normal people. Plus it helps me to be on the outside and look in. its cool how that stuff works. I cant wait to see my brothers again they are the best! My mom is pretty much the best mom ever too so I love spending time with her as well.
Well I just got a call from a musician I met over the weekend that I thought was rather interesting so I'm off to go meet up with him at starbucks and see if we can work out something together or not, so Out I go. Guess I wont be making that coffee then huh lol.....till next time xoxo
So I started off my day by going to At&t only to realize that if you loose your iPhone and don't have an early renewal available then you should go on craigslist or do like I did and go to wireless Toyz on East Tropicana Ave because they are way cheaper that way and you don't have to pay the outrageous shelf prices. So yeah I got a new iPhone because my other was stolen again.....this happens all the time because if you set your phone down in a crowded place and look away they get stolen, especially the iPhone, and then they get sold on craigslist or in little wireless stores around the corner. So all in all I lost my iPhone and bought a new one from the place that most likely are buying them from the thieves that are stealing them, GREAT!
Anyways so after that whole buying an iPhone from the little places that buy them off of thieves that steal them place, I stopped by the radio station to see if my good freind was there, I couldn't call her because I lost all my contacts DUH. So I get to the station and shes not there but I ran into an old lover/new freind and went to eat at Denny's with him. Funny thing is I knew when the words "wanna go get something to eat?" came out of my mouth, I knew I had made a bad decision because I had just went through a drive through right before I got to the station and ordered two dbl cheeseburgers and large lemonade...so why the hell did I ask him to go to get something to eat? Yeah really smart on my part I'm not sure of it.
So Great, after lunch with that person I went to the store and got cat food...my kitty has been eating meat balls and pizza for two days lol.. speaking of my kitty ( Fifi P. Pussycat) she loves to sit by my laptop and watch me type.....super cute.
Anyways now I'm contemplating on what I'm going to wear to my event tonight, Xradio.biz presents "The Kd & Holly show, Living Life Outrageously" hosting XXX Karaoke at brandos in Vegas tonight. Great......I think I'm just going to dress up some heels.
So this is my day so far. I'm thinking of getting up off my futon and doing some laundry and making some coffee. I think I'm going to take another trip Home to Arkansas in a week or two again. I like getting out of this sandbox and seeing normal people. Plus it helps me to be on the outside and look in. its cool how that stuff works. I cant wait to see my brothers again they are the best! My mom is pretty much the best mom ever too so I love spending time with her as well.
Well I just got a call from a musician I met over the weekend that I thought was rather interesting so I'm off to go meet up with him at starbucks and see if we can work out something together or not, so Out I go. Guess I wont be making that coffee then huh lol.....till next time xoxo
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
hello blogspot
OK so I wrote a blog when I first created this site and when I went to publish it it somehow got erased so I really am not going to put to much into this blog until i have successfully learned how to publish on here....OK so I'm gonna try publishing this now...xoxo
Saturday, July 10, 2010
All you need is love
Im in this mode where Im trying to follow my theory on Love. You know the all you need is love theory that Mr.Lennon sang about. Im not perfect and I falter but everytime I stop and think and apply this theory it seems that good things happen from it. So when I get upset or have negative feelings or even feelings I dont understand, I stop and use Love even if its hard I do because I know that I want good things to happen and good to be the end result. Even if at some point I falter and mess up I know I can fix it by using love. Not that I want to use that as an excuse to falter, because I dont but it just goes to show that in any case any situation that Im in there is always a solution. Understanding my own feelings is one of the hardest things Ive recently started doing, and Im still trying to figure some of them out for myself and not letting any outside influence my road to self discovery. Because In the end we are all the same so if I fully understand myself then I believe I can understand the world and make it a better place......xoxo
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